Not sucha good update today. I'm super unhappy because everyone is going out, having fun & I am stuck at home studying for finals. Wteff, this sounds wrong in so many ways. Its a weekend, Saturday night and what am I doing !!

:( Besides, although I don't mind shopping alone out of desperation, I am currently facing shortage of cash & there's no way I can shop anymore :( Oh God, why are things so sad :(

Haha alright, maybe I'm exaggerating a lil here because life haven't been all that bad. It's just that today, I feel tad weird for being at home the whole day. I usually spend my weekends outside.

I made a promise to update super frequently after my finals :) And now, I'm gonna take a long bath, drive out & grab myself a dvd of "Time Traveller's Wife" & KFC Meltz! :)


Haha okay! So today I decided to blog (after sucha long time) because I was feeling happy. At this time of the year (nearing examinations), I'm suppose to feel stressed, sad and upset, but fortunately today, I guess my body released too much happy hormones !

I've been enjoying during the weekends, Starbucks, reading story books, eating Western dinners and watching my Korean Dramas. I am a believer that you should do nothing but enjoy during the weekends. Put the books and college away, and you'll feel much better.

KDrama Into The Sun by Kwon Sang Woo is fantabulous ! Okae okae, its an over exaggeration, because he's too cute. But still, it's sucha sweet lovey duvey story (= Never fails to put a smile on my face all the time !!

Another reason why I might be happy is because I got no class tomorrow. Fantastic (= Don't have to wake up at freaking 7am in the morning, get jammed on the LDP, and don't need to stress about parking lots!

Oh!! Happy Halloween people, although it has passed a few days ago. I wonder what's the hype about Halloween? Everyone has been tweetering about it and buying costumes just for that 1 day! I mean it looks fun though, but sadly I didn't have the energy to go out last Friday night. Instead, I fall asleep at 10pm!! See, if you want good skin, it's what you got to sacrifice!!

And today I went to college with soft curls and everyone thinks I look better with this hairstyle. I'm still deciding if I should permanize (if there's sucha word) it. I mean, yes yes it looks better and all. But perming solutions sucks big time. It causes even greater damage compared to rebonding.

Daddy's birthday is coming up on the 24th of November & I'm wondering what to do for him besides eating dinner. I've already gotten him a handphone last month, as his advance present. Maybe I should bake a cake or something? It's the thought that counts right? (:

My finals starts on the 26th November and then I'll be free-er than a bird !! Can't wait


Hey people, how has it been? I hope it has been going well for you guys. There's actually a lot going on and I wish I could update this blog daily. However, college life have been hectic and I barely even have time for myself now.

Haha life has been pretty stagnant, studies & assignments daily. Thank God the bunch of girls just had 2 Starbucks session recently & that totally relieved my stress. It's sometimes so hard to blog when you know the public will be able to view it.

I was looking through my photo albums of me when I was much younger, and I miss how fair I used to be. I wondered what happened, I'm like 5 tones darker now compared to before. Driving is one of the main cause but its inevitable, else how do I get to college? Its true we don't know how to appreciate things until it's gone. I remember how I used to complain about being fair when I was in lower secondary.

On the other hand, I'm pretty happy that I actually lost weight now. No diet or skimping on food, it must have been the assignments and homework that took a lot of energy out of me. 1 more month of torture, hopefully I'll be able to go through it.

My health hasn't really been on the good side lately. During October, I had sore throat more than 4 times and kept falling sick. Ughh what's happening man! And now, 9 hours of sleep is not even sufficient. I wake up feeling so tired and sleepy still ); I'm going to start drinking Brands herbal essence from today onwards. Praying hard it actually helps.

My acne and skin condition is beginning to subside now. Things have gotten pretty much better considering the amount of money I've spent. By the end of this year, everything should have clear up (;

The bank account has been recovering already. After a few weeks of cutting down my spending, not shopping, no fancy food, its finally getting back to its normal state.

Well life is pretty alright now, not complaining. As long as there's no major problems, I'll be thankful enough !


Bummer. I saw it coming !! Was having a slight discomfort at my throat for the pass few days. Being an adult, I can definitely differentiate it and I'm sure it isn't sore throat. And this morning when I woke up, looked into the mirror.. there I saw it.. Tonsillitis.

For those of you who don't already know, tonsillitis is an infection whereby you get ulcers on the side of the throat. Trust me, its ten times worse than sore throat. Even swallowing water is as painful as hell. And and the antibiotic cost freaking RM6/pill !! What kind of medicine actually cost this much ?

Arghh it's so unlucky of me to get them ! Anyways I googled up for the remedies to tonsillitis. Apparently they labeled it as Tonsillitis Cure at HOME . Yes ! Since they said home, it should be easy to get these things right? I was soo wrong ! :(

Lets start analyzing those remedies alright ! ;)

1) One of the best home remedies for tonsillitis includes a glass of warm water with four teaspoons of honey, a quarter teaspoon of common salt and a fresh lime squeezed in it. Drink it twice in a day.
=> Alright this wasn't too bad, tried it in the morning and it tasted abit weird. Imagine drinking salt water. Eww -.-

2) Another effective remedy would be to drink a glass of boiled milk, with a pinch of turmeric powder and pepper powder added to it, before sleeping. Have this for three nights in a row.
=> Call me stupid, but whats turmeric powder? Where the heck do I get this thing. And boiled milk with pepper? Oh my god. That 3 nights is gonna be a nightmare !!

3) Combination of carrot, beet and cucumber juice is beneficial in curing tonsillitis. Mix 300 ml of carrot juice, 100 ml of beet juice, and 100 ml of cucumber juice and drink once in a day.
=> When I first saw carrot, I thought woah ! Finally something good. But with beet & cucumber? No thanks ! Its so troublesome to blend them !!

4) In 50ml of milk, boil 12 gm of Viola odorata flowers. Strain the milk, cool it and drink. The strained residue is also useful in treating tonsillitis. Fry it in a little clarified butter and wear it around the throat, as a poultice, at night.
=> Sorry, what what WHATTT ?

5) In half a liter of water, add 2 tbsp fenugreek seeds and simmer it for half an hour. Let it cool for sometime. Strain the water and gargle with it twice a day. It would be helpful in treating tonsillitis.
=> I honestly have no idea what's fenugreek. Is it a fruit, vegetable or animal ? *stares*

6) An effective home remedy would be to cut a lemon into two halves. Sprinkle some black pepper and salt on one of the halves and press it inside with a spoon. Keep licking the lemon till the entire juice has been extracted. Repeat the process two times a day.
=> I might just try this later but minus the black pepper. Ughh super sour & super salty together. Wonder what will it taste like ! I'm gonna keep squinting while licking this.

7) Consuming a diet comprising entirely of fruits, for three to four days, would help in treating the tonsillitis.
=> Can you tell me how is this possible? Isn't is worst than fasting? Oh well it might be a great help to my diet plan.

8) Apply cold pack around the throat every 2 hours. Wring out some linen in cold water and wrap it around the throat 2 times.Then cover it with warm material.
=> How do you wrap something around your throat? I think they meant neck?!?

See how ridiculous those remedies are. & if you're wondering how am I doing, I'm still alive. But really it hurts so badly. I feel like sleeping throughout until it heals :(





After more than a month, I'm finally back to blogging. If you are wondering why I abandoned my blog for so long, here's the answers to it :-

1) I had a hair disaster - Instead of getting the light brown I wanted, it turned out to be an orangey colour with a yellow tint to it. I ended up looking worst than a lala and it was just bad. I even skipped college just so that no one would see my hair colour. After that, it became a light brown which wasn't too bad but still looked tad lala-ish. Having those hair colours kills the mood of taking pictures because it looks so fugly ! Anyways I'm happier now since I had it dyed a dark brown :)

2) I had no motivation to blog at all since twitter is now the 'in' thing !

3) My skin condition got so bad that I keep stressing on it, hence no mood to take pictures.

Oh well, my skin is still as bad but then I suddenly had an idea of what I should blog about. So yeah :) I'm gonna be talking about inspiration & motivation today.

People often get the misconception that Inspiration & Motivation means the same. But the fact is , NO they are NOT the same ! Let me explain :)

Inspiration is the beginning process where you sit in the toilet & suddenly the lightbulb goes 'ding' ! You get an idea of what you want to do, that's what we call inspiration. Without inspiration, you can never get motivated. How can you motivate yourself to do something when you don't even know what you wanna do, right right? =P

After getting the whole idea into place, you find a motivation. A motivation is to make you get your ass out there & working to realized your idea. Eg, I'm composing this post because I got motivated :)

Alright I'm not gonna be some English yada-yada lecturer. Basically the point of this post is for me to blog out a few of my inspirations & motivations !

1) Slim down.

Inspiration: I saw how 'she' slimmed down & it made me realised nothing is impossible.

Motivation: Need to fit into my old jeans :)

Reason: I'm not fat right now, but I just wanna slim down because I like LAH! So stop giving me that retarded look upon hearing that. I'm actually 45kg now, but since I prefer the number 41 instead of 45, I'm gonna stop snacking everyday.

2) Sleep early daily.

Inspiration: I've been having bad breakouts & lacking energy when I'm in college.

Motivation: I'm gonna be having baby butt skin if I sleep at 10pm everyday!

Reason: I've been sleeping at 2am & waking up at 7am daily. Common sense tells me I need 9 hours of sleep daily. I realised my health is deteriorating so I need that extra sleep. And and I've been snoozing my alarm since forever, need to stop waking up late. Rushing to college is giving me lots of stress !

3) Stop spending money unnecessarily.

Inspiration: I just realised how hard it is to earn money.

Motivation: Stay at home more often & stop going to the mall. That way I won't be spending much :)

Reason: I've been spending more than RM500 per month & I feel extremely bad for my dad's bank account. I'm only 18 now. If I spend till I'm 22(when I start earning), lets say RM500/month. 4years x 12months x RM500 = Omg I dare not press the calculator !

4) Start loving my dog more, although I already do.

Inspiration: Dogs are so much more loyal compared to guys.

Motivation: Bring him into my room more often & play with him.

Reason: Even though I scold him and all, he still takes his toy and greet me when I come home. How cute right ?

5) Blogging more often about my personal life.

Inspiration: Nat's blog. I read about her past 3 years of life through ups & downs. I wanna do the same when I'm much older. It's fun to look back at how stupid you were.

Motivation: Try to open up my stuff to public. I find that hard to do because I always wanted my own private space :(

Reason: I'm not going to write in my diary anymore. Save the papers, Save trees!

6) Study harder !

Inspiration: My secondary school results. I used to be smart, I'm sure I still am.

Motivation: Stop delaying homeworks !

Reason: I don't think it needs a reason. Studying is every student's job !!

I honestly cannot think of anymore now although last night I had a long list in mind :( Oh well, I'm gonna continue updating this list !